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The human race is so odd.
Especially girls. Why must we secretly ruin peoples lives by telling things that shouldnt be told.
I love Oprah. I would give up all my earrings to meet her. And thats saying a lot.
Im hungry. And im trying to get LJ going again for myself. But it seems im dumb and have absolutely nothing to say. Which is pretty fucking sweet.
mel
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[06 May 2006|08:48pm] |
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So I updated the other day. For the first time in a super long time. And then I deleted it. And so regret that.
But anyway...Michelles was really fun - my nervous breakdown.
I hope that I can stop having nervous breakdowns soon. Its something that i should be able to control. But i cant. And seriously sorry to anyone that is being affected by my breakdowns.
Love you all
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[10 Jan 2006|08:19pm] |
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okay so woah. (this might look long but its just my layout so actually read it) im updating my lj. life's pretty good, you know everone has good and bad days. (im gonna kinda mix a review of 2005 with this) so the eight letter word i really hate is comming up. i really dont wanna take them and i really dont wanna study for them. and im really in denial about them, and i hope i get over that soon, cuase my goal is to get above a 66 on every ________. HA. thats a really good goal. so this year i became really close with certain people and it makes me really happy. haha there was EXTEREME drama. kinda like two year old's drama. id spell it out for y'all but that would just cause more drama. but whateveeesss. ahhh and my haiirrr. i look at pics of me before. its so weird to see. ahh i guess that was a really big deal...hmmmm what else. overall id say that 2005 was a 8 out of 10. pretty good. how do you rate your 2005's (even tho this is a little late)...
MEL
haha i SO agree with this.
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[26 Nov 2005|09:07pm] |
i am in a super bad mood. someone please call. and cheer me up.
gammy. please. go. away.
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[21 Nov 2005|09:25pm] |
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Okay. So. The football game was so sad for me. And i still havent figured out why. We lost, and even when I type that, it still makes me sad. And i could give two flying fucks last year. Oh jeesus, i am so odd.
I feel like the first quarter of school was super good for me, grades wise... and even though the second quarter is just starting i feel myself going down hill. really fast. like on a sled fast. like those stupid sneakers with the wheels on the bottom fast.
My gammy is here. and you know...i love her to death...i guess...or at least im supposed to. but shes fucking annoying. aiongieorngaieorngaerg.
things that used to make me happy dont really make me all that happy anymore. i feel like such a weirdo. like one second im super sad (health brianna) and then im laughing and then pissed, and ya, so sry if ive been completley insane.
gah.
Disclaimer: i may have spelled things horribly wrong. i am sry in advance.
And i am procrastinating again.
gah.
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[14 Nov 2005|04:02pm] |
okay so there have been so many things that have gone on since my last entry:
so my hair is numero uno. i went to claires and it was really fun. i bought some kick ass plad pants. and new earrings. i got an 83 on my global test. no joke: thats the highest ive ever gotten in that class. hmmm what else. i have a 13490345834 hour rehersal for area-all state on thursday. and y'all will miss me on friday cause i have another 23456789 hour rehersal during school on friday AND the concert is that night. and i would much rather be at a kick ass svveett sixteen. YAY then i get to see fatty and hairey 2 DAYS IN A ROW. and the rest of the F HORN CLAN.
OH YES:
decurtis13: oh my god. guess what.
decurtis13: froleich is having a french horn party
decurtis13: (not joking)
sTaRgAl1236: um
sTaRgAl1236: HUH
sTaRgAl1236: like with who
decurtis13: yeah. shes inviting like all her students and
decurtis13: were like
decurtis13: playing
decurtis13: songs
decurtis13: at her house
sTaRgAl1236: YESSS
sTaRgAl1236: thats orgasmic
decurtis13: hell yeah
sTaRgAl1236: hell FUCKIN ya
i definatley have more to say. but im like forgetting all of it.
♥♥MEL♥♥
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[04 Nov 2005|10:07pm] |
omg. i think this is the worst day ive had in forever. so this week was insane. it was soo busy you cannot even imagine. and its a friday night, and my aunt comes over for dinner, but my mom says i can go out after she leaves. thats fine its all fine. and so i tell jenny that ill call her after dinner and ill go to her house. so dinner finishes and my mom is like actually you cant go out... im too tired. and my dad is like ill drive her... and my mom is like "NO. SHE NEEDS TO WATCH THIS DATELINE ON CHILD PREDATORS." and my dad is like "okay!" and sits down. I HAD TO STAY HOME ALL OF MY FRIDAY NIGHT TO WATCH SOMEONE PRETEND THEY WERE A KID AND CATCH A GUY MEETING A DATELINE REPORTER AT MCDONALDS. and i started to fall asleep and they were like, "NO. YOU MUST WATCH. OPEN YOUR EYES." i. hate. everything.
i love it.
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[31 Oct 2005|04:43pm] |
omgggg. so lifes pretty good right now. its halloween. and everythings going to be spelled wrong...so dont even tell me. and so since lifes pretty good right now...im scared that suddenly its going to be bad again. which is really annoying. cause life is never really BAD...but sometimes it gettss really ehhh...like last week. i need vacation...wait scratch that... i need school to start at 11. yessss thats it. it really pisses me off that all these physcoanalists are like yea, teenagers need to go to bed late and wake up late...and they say thats when when school should start, LATE. but they dont do anything about it. and if physoanalists cant do anything about it...i sure as a sticky gum dromp cannot. i have no idea what that meant. and so since everyone said something about justin and his costume...im going to say it too...but im gonna say I LIKE IT BETTER THEN ALL Y'ALL.
so theres my entry besides just saying happy halooweeeeen. thanks laura.
bye.
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[30 Oct 2005|12:08pm] |
okay. question. do you think it makes sense for my mom to not let me take a TRAIN by myself to Massachusetts? Because i dont.
i have absolutley nothing else to say...except livejournal is like almost all the way... dead.
bye
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[15 Oct 2005|11:01pm] |
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wow. im nauseous. i had too much cheesecake and hellogoodbye with brianna my love. diana is bored. i want it to rain again. ioagnieorngiangidoneribnetbe. i WAS in such a good mood.
bye
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I AM SO PISSED AT THIS JEW THING. I really dont agree with the concept of temple. And im sick of standing up and sitting down again and again for hours. Your supposed to get something out of it. All i see it as is someone made up some bull shit about peace and harmony, put it in a prayr book, and then all the jews in that temple are supposed to read it, and thats what there supposed to think as a good jew. oh ya, about the torah/bible... someone that was really bored sat in a cave for a while writing down stuff they pulled out of their ass (645 year old people? they sure didnt get out much) and then some archeologist found it, thought it was special and now that lucky guy has his work published. and even if the torah was based on some sort of truth... like it was passed down through stories... its probably all wrong now... i mean people in HHS cant even get a rumor right from the begining of one day until the next. I tell a short version of this rant to my lovely mother and she says, "you should feel lucky to live in a country where u can have freedom of religion and be jewish." i say back, "exactly. i DO have freedom of religion, and i cant even listen to what my brain is telling my cause ur forcing me to go."
for the past 4 weeks i havent slept passed 9:00. and tomorrow... temple at 10. and i need to shower, and we need to 'get there early for good seats.' so another 8:30 morning.
and just to confirm my above theory... i went to temple tonight. and i tried to look for the good in it...like any sort of personal fufillment. i really did. there was a chello player. for like 35 minutes. i can hear that on the classical station if i wanted to. its all bullshit. BULLSHIT. and dont get me wrong...ill fast...and read hebrew...and go to batmitzvahs...and conformation...i dont mind that stuff. i just dont get temple.
sorry for the bad spelling. *rant over*
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umm really sorry about random anoymous LJ rant before...
PSAT's tomorrow...blah blah blah... no one updates anymore... I hate those random send this to 10 people or you will die IM's... so bored and tired... no motivation to do anything...someone please cheer me up dammit. Pam is at a FOB, motion city, starting line, Panic at the disco concert. When she told me i cried. i want to be there.
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[11 Oct 2005|05:59pm] |
I HATE PEOPLE THAT HURT MY FRIENDS.
I HATE PEOPLE THAT DONT STAND UP TO PEOPLE THAT HURT MY FRIENDS.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS. AND I NEED THE HATERRRS TO LEAVE THEM THE FUCK ALONE.
THANKS.
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umm. pasqua. please go away. waking up at 8:30 on a saturday morning. with a promise from pasqua that rain or shine we have a practice (HE PROMISED). running through the rain to read a note saying that practice was moved to tommorrow. not the best thing that could happen to me. YOUR SO AWESOME AND ORGINIZED, pasqua. and now i totally understand why you have all our email addressses and phone numbers. you dont have them so you can call us when you cancel practice. because you want us to all drive to the school and make us drive back home. have them, so that you can NOT use them. because you are so awesome and orginized. maybe you just have them, so you can think in your mind that you have some sort of authority. i totally GET ITTT. your my favorite teacher. please. just go away.
enough of that... tonight i helped pick out photos for my BAT MITZVAH album. haha...its not like it took us 3 years to do it...or wait... it did. i look so ew and annoying. and i want to do it over.
i hope the parade is rained out.
mel
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[04 Oct 2005|10:58pm] |
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ive been sitting here forever trying to think of something to write. and there is nothing. but i really want to update. so this is it.
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I am at my cousins. I am very close to DC. I am missing school on monday. I am missing school for 'rosh hashana' and we are not going to temple until tuesday. I am absolutley positive that you will all miss me so much. I really love laura because I do, and she makes me happy without trying. I am listening to my little cousin yell at my big cousin. I am quite annoyed. I am smelling Jewish food. I want to nap. I want to feel less sick. I want to not sound like an 11 year old boy going through puberty. I am finishing this entry. I am sorry if this I thing annoys you.
Mel.
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UMM yes. I am in a really bad mood. I was having an amazing day...that is until i came home. My dad and my mom decieded about a week ago that i have a limit of 3 hours of TV a day. Now, that may seem like a lot for some people, but for me its not. This is because i watch oprah while doing my homework, that is one hour in which i cannot live without. I need to watch tv when doing stupid homework: spanish, english, chem....etc.... or else i call people, get distracted, and never get it done. I had a whole schedule worked out for the '3 hour limit,' and everything was going okay. i guess. i dont really need a limit on my tv, i always have all my homework done, and i deserve to be responsible with my own time. instead of being treated like a 2 year old im being treated like a irresponisble 13 year old thats always getting into shit (drugs ETC.). I want to be treated like a responsible 15 year old. what is the point of being a ''good kid,'' if i dont even get any responisbility to come with it....hmmm... i dont think there is one. so i am pissed. like major. cause my 3 hours has suddenly shifted to 2. thats bull shit. i think im going to die. i spend at least 8 hours getting ready/ being at school. i have 7 and 1/2 hours of time where i can do what i want, and finish homework. less than 1/2 of my nothing time, cannot be spent how i want. it is just not fair. and oh, yeah, people are treating me like shit. and it seems to only be when certain other people are around. and they are still awesome when certain other people are not around. mmmmm...maybe its just me. or maybe its not.
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Yeahh...well dont freak out or anything but im really updating my LJ. I guess i really havent been updating, cause its like the whole 'avoiding reality thing' i guess. I really associate LJ with school, and stuff like that... so its finally sinking in that, ya, summer is over. IM NOT IN DENIAL ANYMORE. So, so far, every class is like soo fucking easy...well besides global of course. I dont understand how anyone can naturally do well in that class. I think the whole concept of AP global is beyond my minds capacity. And i definatley shouldnt be in the class... but i kind-of dont feel like switching out.
Things have been really odd latley...i can't really explain it... i guess theres like odd tension between me and other people... and i dont know why its there... but i feel it....and it confuses me. (done with the weird anonomous LJ thing.)
Umm... im having a lot of trouble understanding where my parents are comming from...because they seem kind of frusterated with me that i need a new matress. and get this: the reason why i need a new matress is cause my feet hand off it. cant really blame me for that... or can you?
I think im going to update again later... because i have so much more to say that its like insane... and it always happens that i forget that i wanted to say the second i start typing.
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[21 Aug 2005|06:34pm] |
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I AM HOME. IT WAS AMAZING. PEOPLE WERE AMAZING. WILL POST LATER. STILL JETLAGGED.
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[09 Aug 2005|03:00pm] |
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ON CRUSIE RIGHT NOW. SO AWESOME. READ ALL POSTS! LOVE YOU ALL! 35 CENTS A MINUTE. MOM SAYING GET OFF.
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